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So, what do I do. What can I do? I can't tell if Aurnia's worrying too much or exactly how hurt Desmund is. The best thing would be to let him stay home, despite him sounding like he'll drag himself to Taln if he has to, but then, here's Nealla, wanting him back here as soon as he's able, even though she can't spare anyone. I'm actually praying that she doesn't decide to sacrifice one for the cause and sends me. That's going to be awkward. Not telling Aurnia that I work for her father becomes an increasingly bad decision with every passing month. Somehow, I don't think she's going to take me neglecting to tell her about that all too well. Then she might expect something I might not be able to give. And if I can't, she's going to be disappointed, and I'm going to feel like crap.
Ugh. Right. First, don't attract Nealla's attention. Don't annoy her. Somehow convince her that we don't need Desmund back right now, and he can fully recover from his injuries in the comfort of his own home.
This means a lot of hard work from me, doesn't it.
Dragons, my life was much less complicated when I was just dealing with my own problems. When I even had them.
So, what do I do. What can I do? I can't tell if Aurnia's worrying too much or exactly how hurt Desmund is. The best thing would be to let him stay home, despite him sounding like he'll drag himself to Taln if he has to, but then, here's Nealla, wanting him back here as soon as he's able, even though she can't spare anyone. I'm actually praying that she doesn't decide to sacrifice one for the cause and sends me. That's going to be awkward. Not telling Aurnia that I work for her father becomes an increasingly bad decision with every passing month. Somehow, I don't think she's going to take me neglecting to tell her about that all too well. Then she might expect something I might not be able to give. And if I can't, she's going to be disappointed, and I'm going to feel like crap.
Ugh. Right. First, don't attract Nealla's attention. Don't annoy her. Somehow convince her that we don't need Desmund back right now, and he can fully recover from his injuries in the comfort of his own home.
This means a lot of hard work from me, doesn't it.
Dragons, my life was much less complicated when I was just dealing with my own problems. When I even had them.
