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thirdwheel) wrote2013-03-15 08:31 pm
thirdwheel) wrote2013-03-15 08:31 pm
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[Filter: Private ; in Kilian]
Well, I tried pretending with the triplets that I wasn't feeling like crap, but they didn't believe me. So I'm either a horrible liar, or it really is true that children are very good at spotting when someone isn't being honest with them. Dragons, they're actually old enough to understand that I'm not happy. When did that happen?
Dragons, I can't believe that I've been moping. Sure, I fucked up practically everything for Aurnia, but I just can't stop thinking about it. I feel like ... like I'm being pulled down and I can't cut the weight off. I feel like dealing with people is too much of a damn hassle. I feel like being alone, for a long, long time.
... Is this what Erin feels like, whenever she's mopey? I spend all these years trying to not be like her, and look what happened. I'm this close to just withdrawing from everything.
... Yeah, fuck that.
[Filter: Erin ; in Kilian]
So. What's happening with you? Anything you can tell me that won't put the world in danger somehow?
Well, I tried pretending with the triplets that I wasn't feeling like crap, but they didn't believe me. So I'm either a horrible liar, or it really is true that children are very good at spotting when someone isn't being honest with them. Dragons, they're actually old enough to understand that I'm not happy. When did that happen?
Dragons, I can't believe that I've been moping. Sure, I fucked up practically everything for Aurnia, but I just can't stop thinking about it. I feel like ... like I'm being pulled down and I can't cut the weight off. I feel like dealing with people is too much of a damn hassle. I feel like being alone, for a long, long time.
... Is this what Erin feels like, whenever she's mopey? I spend all these years trying to not be like her, and look what happened. I'm this close to just withdrawing from everything.
... Yeah, fuck that.
[Filter: Erin ; in Kilian]
So. What's happening with you? Anything you can tell me that won't put the world in danger somehow?